Fat Past

I feel like I'm talking to myself here....guess that's what a blog is all about. I found these photos tonite of me taken in August of 2004. I was at the surgeon's office getting my last instructions before Gastric Bypass surgery. I weighed 468 lbs. I look at it now and cry. I could barely move, could not bathe myself in the tub and hated every day of my existence. 

I was with a man who said he loved me a. I loved him like no other. Come to find out... 6 years  and 200 pounds lighter, I find out he's gay. No wonder he hung with me....he didn't swing my way and being with me was safe. 

BLOODY BUGGER!